Singing 'Born this way' Lady Gaga

My cover of Born this way - Lady Gaga

Loving You So Much

The moment I think about you
I go to another world
A world where you love me too
And where I can never be hurt

The truth is I don’t know what to say
My mind goes completely blank
I have never in my life lost my way
But my heart with your love simply sank

If letting go was a choice
Then I definitely would
But I can't control the strong voice
That's telling me I never should

I have no clue
On how I should let you go
What is it that you do?
That's making me love you so…

Maybe loving you isn’t a mistake
Maybe I can close my eyes and smile
Maybe in your presence my heart wouldn’t break
Maybe I can just dream for a while…

I sometimes wonder if you feel the same
I wonder if you think of me
I sometimes wonder if you silently call my name
I wonder if you'll ever see…

In the beginning I thought it was fake
I didn't think I'd go this far
I thought it was just a mistake
Now I can't stop wondering where you are

The question is do you care?
Do you even know?
Will you always be there?
Will you ever let me go?

If for any reason I cried
Would you take all the pain away?
If for any reason you lied
Would I still want you to stay?

My love for you is way too strong
For me to simply forget
Some people might think it's wrong
But your love is the one thing I shan't regret.

The Pain Of Missing You

I never knew a broken heart could keep on breaking.
You keep on sending your love but no ones there to take it.
Rivers of tears keep a steady flow…
But no ones there to know.
It’s you, you who I want to know.
You who I want to see…
All of what I think and feel, It’s you I want here with me.
Not a day goes by without wishing for a hug a kiss, a laugh, a cry…
For soothing hurts, tucking you into bed, or just a simple touch.
Not a night goes by I don’t miss you so…. Much!!!
Or my heart doesn’t break just a lil’ bit more.
Shards turned to ice constantly falling to the floor.
I don’t believe in god, but still I pray.
That some how some day
You’ll be back in my life
For always and forever
And I’ll never let you go again
Never!!!

Worried

Why am i keep on worry the one who be my brother ?
Why am i jealous when someone get close to him ?
Am i really love him just like how i love my family ?
When you hug me, i have a different feel from other people that hug me
A hug of love, i never feel it, but u just did .
A strong hug that i could even imagine
Every time you hold my hand i feel cold in my heart , that make me cooldown
Every time you sing to me, im surprise
You are important to me.

Friendship

When you're not here to share my day and night
My life is so incomplete
For you are my heart, my soul
The 'oneness' I had know to seek

Without you I merely exist from day to day
With you I know that I will find
All that I have been searching for
My completeness, my eternal peace of mind

You are the keeper of my dreams
The man who holds my heart in his hands
The one I want to spend my life with
The one with whom I will always stand

Stand beside through thick and thin
Though all the life will throw our way
Knowing that this special love we share
Will guide us, each and every day

This journey was started long ago
Before this time and place
The journey of completeness
as two hearts and souls embrace

Forever is what I want with you
For the seach is at on end
Our hearts have found each other
As lovers, as soul-mates, as friends

Late for school O.O

  Today i wasnt go for school cause im still sleeping , and i woke up 9am in the morning . i was like what the hell 9am well im late nevermind then >.<'
  then my mom woke up saw me downstair playing computer , she didnt scold me, i felt lucky
and i continue playing my computer again.

Am i losing something ?

I have a feeling that i cannot understand what would that could be .
The feeling it like losing friendships ?
Not sure what that is
But it alway hurt through my deepness heart
Everytime i see (him/her) i would be thinking about last (time/years)
away be with me wherever where i go . stick on my side.
But something its just change in front of my eyes , and i dun understand why
It never be with me anymore, it stick to other side
and leave me there .
sometime when i near him, there no reaction even saying 'hi' also dun have
i was so sad.
When i was still in a secondary of first/2nd/third years .
i was happy to have them.
But when it came 4rd year , everything of my happiness just dissapear in nowhere,
It my deep sadness came through my heart ,
so the 4rd year i was no longer to having smile and happiness anymore !